nothingness no more.

1. trip to phuket

2. a martin guitar

3. guitar, piano and singing lessons :D

4. a printer

5. a decent external hard drive (altho i dont need it just yet)

6. a handful of albums (john mayer, jason mraz, gabe bondoc, usher, rihanna, passionsf, robin thicke, kat de luna....)

7. my own flat

8. an ipod... or one of those new creative zen things

9. a new mobile with a decent cam

10. a decent keyboard (obviously a piano would be a major no-no when renting a room, hence wish no. 7)

11. a nice hair cut and some decent coloring (whatever they call it)

12. anything from prada... lolz..

13. take my mom to a cruise... hehe. she'd totally flip. if not a cruise... maybe a nice vacay in spain. shet, i hafta be exremely rich to be able to afford that. haha.

got lotsa things id like to do..... o well... maybe ill add more later on.

i wanna go to san francisco. dont ask me to explain... the thought that just popped into my head. *shrug*

anyhooo, its my rest day today.... didnt really do much. i woke up a bit late.... browsed the "internetz" then fiddled with the guitar. when i felt that my fingers were sore enough (haha), i took a break and called kfc for some greasy fried chicken goodness. wooooo! thank you gawd for fast food delivery!! hmmmm.. then i watched a couple of movies online... when i got bored i picked up the guitar again and started goin thru some tabs in ultimate-guitar.com.

....and thats when i found h.y.p.'s firewoman. i luuurve that song. haha.

so there.... its like 8:24pm and the day is coming to an end.

**the end**

p.s. im thinking of having my hair done tomorrow.. pero naisip ko, maybe i should do it pag sweldo na lng... para di ko tipirin ung hair thing. buying the guitar burned a big hole in mah pocket... haha... soooooooooooo.. imma have a haircut and maybe have my hair dyed or something.

its a yamaha fg700ms.. solid top... reaaaaaaally nice. ayoko i-convert into php kung magkano... haha. the sound is really cool... i cant wait to learn new songs! lolz... yun lng.

just listening to some live jams... today's been a pretty laid-back one (as most days are for me haha). hmmmm... i woke up pretty late so i ended up having brunch at the interchange... had nasi lemak. mura na, masarap pa! lolz.

i really dig the new place im staying in. the indian couple who own the house are pretty cool. well, walang aircon, pero keri lang. when its super hot i just take a cold shower haha. when i get REALLY bored i go out and hang out sa building across my place. mas mahangin dun.. and the wifi signal ish good. haha.

hmmmm..... cant wait to get started with the guitar again. teeeheeeeeeeee..

so there.

just moved to my new room... hmmmm.. so far so good. its pretty quiet. no screaming ppl or any suspicious signs that i wouldnt be able to get any shut-eye when i want to. lolz...

altho id hafta say the room is decorated a bit too PINK for my taste. maybe 13 or 15 years ago, id appreciate the splashes of color in my room.. but this is... well... undescribable:

so there.... haha. this used to be the owner's daughter's rm... note the disney princesses and barbie cut-outs. was told not to take down the damn things.

*shrug*

tis all gud. the rm is clean and quite spacious. im sure ill get used to all the color. hahahaha.

(swiped from cheska_fayatola wooo!)

Did anything brighten up your day today?
** i watched a couple of youtube vids that made me laugh real loud :D
How are you feeling at this exact moment?
** sleepy...
Are you someone who worries too often?
** i used to... haha.
Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
** yeah, sometimes.. then i realize that knowing what they think of me is irrelevant... i still do what i want to do. lolz
What is one good thing you're known for?
** im not exactly sure... altho at work im known for my voice (unfortunately, not for singing hahaha). quite amusing.
When was the last time you sang an entire song?
** i honestly cannot remember.
Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?
** i prefer to be home...
Do you like the last person who sent you a myspace message?
** im not much of a myspace fan.
What time do you normally go to bed?
** these days... around 1am or something.
What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
** what im gonna wear later..
What did you do today:
** eat nasi lemak, drank ice cold soya bean drink... and watched the other boylen girl online.
What does your appearance look like right now?
** i think i look ok... i gues. haha. just took a shower.. not that it has anything to do with the way i look right now.
What was the last thing that you ate/drank?
** read the 'what did you do today' question.
Has anyone ever said i love you to you and not meant it?
** yes. i believe so.
Do you realize it when you curse?
** yes... most of the time it is deliberate. *shrug* i know.. i know..
Who did you last talk to in person?
** the woman selling the iced soya bean drink at the hawker center this morn.
Last phone call?
** mom.. oh wait... twas pat, my team8.
Did you ever have that one teacher that loved to humiliate their students?
** i seriously cant remember..
What was the last test you took?
** some online test from work.. about tkt classes and mileage accrual (airlines thing)
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
** prolly in the tampines interchange... mentally figuring out how to get to the arena to watch the phil allstars perform.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a J?
** yes! haha.
Does anyone love you?
** yes.
Can you make yourself sneeze?
** yes. a lost art-form, it is.
Where were you at 9am this morning?
** uhhhhh, dunno.
What does your last text message read?
** i dont feel like looking at my inbox... haha.
Are you too forgiving?
** good question. am i?
What are you doing tomorrow?
** work.
What did you do last night?
** ehhh... ate pizza... watched (or tried to) watch a couple of movies online... got bored, then ended up watching youtube vids instead. a good day spent just eating and surfing the net. *pat on the back*
What are you doing tonight?
** gonna go to the arena to watch some hiphop action. woooo!
Do you like someone?
** yeah, i do.
Where did you last sleep other than your house?
** the changi girls' place.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
** set the timer for the ac..
Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
** ...died. not dying. morbid? iono.. *shrug*
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
** i dont remember... hmmm......
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
** nope. i dont think so.
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
** not really.. its a matter of perspective. heartbreak happens when the ego is involved. take out the ego.. then it wouldnt be so bad.
Do you believe girls fight too much?
** yes. it puzzles me. and I'M a girl. well, actually, i dont really care. as long as im not involved... girls can fight all they want. i cant be bothered with taking sides. altho i do try to be diplomatic. haha.
When is your birthday?
** august.
Can you live a day without TV?
** yeah.. haha.
What are you listening to right now?
** suitcases and travel bags - gabe bondoc
Night out or night in?
** unless there's some funky music or jam session (OR fantastic food) involved, id rather stay in.
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
** no. i havent even tried to get his attention.... haha. i just.. like him. period. if he likes me, let him do the pursuing. ive realized im tired of playing games.

i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep... dammit.