And I've been as busy as everrrrr. BUT, at the start of the semester, I've promised myself that I'm going to work even harder, no more slacking. AND as of now, I've managed to accomplished it. So yay me. I even made some new friends. Well, not friends-friends, but still "friends" I guess-- a bit more than just "classmates." And I managed to talk to some of the new students so it's slowly all good. I guess.

But seriously, I am so busy. It's driving me crazy. Projects and projects are piled on top of one another ... there are so much projects that it's getting really confusing which is which, and the briefs are getting more and more complicated. More and more research are needed ... ugh I hate researching. But then I've managed to get sleep; didn't pull an all-nighter yet. YET. And hopefully that won't ever happen (but of course, it will eventually).

My mood has definitely lifted back up these last few days so it's all good.  For now

How I wish winter is here sooner. It still feels like summer. I guess there's no winter starting this year, huh?

Oh and did I ever mentioned that I was on the principal's list last semester? Yea, well, there was an award ceremony like last Friday and I was supposed to attend it .. but when I arrived, wearing a nice flowy top, jeans, and white Converse, I chickened out. Cus practically every single one was wearing SUITS!?!?!?!?! Ermmm I wasn't expecting it to be THAT formal! So yea, seriously, it was stupid but at the end, I didn't go. HA stupid loser

Relieved.

Ranting so much, spoiled brat.

I am in such a depression. Can't help myself. So stressed out of everything. School, family, everything. Feel like shutting myself out from every single one. It's just a phase, right? But it's such a long one.

Won't let any fuckin' losers get to me. I need to be happy. I'LL SURVIVE THIS LAST YEAR OF COLLEGE happily. You'll see!

Fuck I hate school.