She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
Is so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck 0-5
And I guess she's alright if perfection's what you like

and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
I just want everything she's got
you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me
What makes her just everything, I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it..was..me.

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Because I can remember when it was..

(Me) That made you smile
(Me) That made you laugh
Me, that makes you happier than you had ever been, oh
(Me) That was your world
(Me) Your perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can remember when it was me

Monday: He came to our 10:00 lecture (the one he stopped attending, after he started avoiding me), he sat next to a girl. I saw him, he saw me. He smiled in recognition, I smiled back at him. Then I sat next to my girl friends, far away from him. During the lecture, he turned around and waved at me; and so I waved back and smiled like nothing, like the girl beside him didn't bother me. Funny though, she didn't really bother me. Of course I looked to see how she looks like, if she's pretty and all that. Eh, she wasn't pretty from the side view, too much make up too. I remember him telling me that he doesn't like girls that are caked on with make up. So anyway, the lecture ended and I politely said bye to him. We chatted like normal friends and I saw that he had a new piercing. EWW, junkieee X_X"

Tuesday: Nothing happened.

Today: My friend told me that she eavesdropped on his convo during their tutorial; and he heard him saying to his friend about 'his Japanese girlfriend'.  Ouch, but not really. I asked my friend if it's the girl that he was with on Monday...and she was like "maybe, because (I) haven't seen her before"

Grrr. Stupid cake lover. HYPOCRITE! LMAO

Ehh...but yeh, the thing is...I don't really feel anything for him anymore. I guess I never felt strongly about him; if I had, I would've let him kissed me when he tried to; but I didn't AND THANK GOD, I DIDN'T! hahaha! I guess, I only felt abandoned after he disappeared; and I merely confused that with the idea of liking him. So yea...I wasn't totally hurt nor suprised when I saw him with the girl hehehe ^^"

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One of these days, I'll blog about the boy who's making me smile. I'm too sleepy at the moment haha ^^