butterfly kisses

How does one forget to put one's own name in one's own resume??!!

I have a feeling this is gonna be a long month for me.

Time to gear up and get ready.

Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?
- Richard Bach


*shared by chiki

I have been going to the office early the past two days. Work, work, work. I am slowly wondering how I got to be such a workaholic. I can only put off being away from the office for so long, I feel myself slowly heading to a burn out. I have to pace myself. The next vacation I am planning for is not until September (Camiguin) and November (Sagada), hopefully!

For now, dvd marathon on weekends and the occassional dinner with friends during the week day suffice to balance my work life and social life.

They say self-preservation isn't selfish. Self-love is important. I totally agree. How can you give of yourself if you have nothing to give?

PISCES

The Bottom Line
It's getting hectic in here, so make sure you take a break. Don't let yourself feel overloaded.

In Detail
It's so easy -- and tempting -- to just vent, but that won't bring you the understanding or peace you're searching for. What's important is to acknowledge those feelings, but not necessarily act on them right at that moment. Trying to drown them or make them go away doesn't work in the long run, either. Just remember that like everything else in this life, they will change and pass. Hold onto your equanimity.


This is so what I am feeling right now. I do feel a really really tempting need to vent to someone about their whole attitude toward things in general, especially their treatment of me when I didn't do anything wrong to them. But I had made the decision earlier today to just let things be. They may change in the next few days. Talk about uncanny!

Patience has never been one of my virtues. But a very close friend told me to Just hang in there, patience will take you places even if it AINT your virtue. I am in total agreement.

life sans coffee is boring!

or is it really? maybe i am just thinking that because i have been drinking coffee since 1997 until 01 May 2005. gosh! i can't believe it's been more than a month that i have gone without. wow! i feel so accomplished!


i suck at this "be careful what you wish for" thing...

GOD loves me and gives me what i ask for because i don't ask for something that's bad for me. but...i need to be more specific, i think. or i can't be specific enough! HE did give me what i asked for, but didn't give advance warning HE was giving me an answer. surprise, surprise! i now see something that comes with the package that gives my face the impression of a huge ? forever etched on it. SIGH! no one is perfect, fay. get real!


weekends are for having fun!

"fun" for me these days spell R-E-L-A-X-I-N-G. in my room at home, hanging out a friend's house, or .... hanging out at a friend's house. i shouldn't be stressed. the mall is getting to be a stressful place. i should definitely avoid the mall unless i really have to buy something or meet someone. chiki posed a good Q last night: why haven't i been out on a weekend trip? well...weekend laag with E was what she meant....i don't want to think about that.


i should definitely do those HR policies we talked about last night

geez. this is gonna be a fun couple of months. just what i really need.


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Ironic how seemingly unimportant the thoughts that run through my head during the 15 minute travel time from home to the office. But what is unimportant to everyone is important to me. This is my life after all.