December 4th, 2008
1918 POSTED AT 09:58 PM You can never believe the joy I have, to know that I'm heading home tomorrow. 1 comments
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December 4th, 2008
tribute to tsuey POSTED AT 03:26 PM Why I would go for Tsuey if I were a guy: 1. She's pretty. (Now the reason I'm putting this at the top is that I think guys are somewhat superficial, but aren't we all? Anyway it's a blanket statement I know.) 2. She has a positive attitude. Always looks for a solution instead of moping about- which I unfortunately like to do. 3. She's creative and wacky. I love how Tsuey is different, non-conformist. 4. She has interesting opinions (just read her blog and you get what I mean) and they are well thought of. 5. She's sporty and good fun. Always eggs me on when I go running with her- breathless me trying to chase after her effortlessly running down the jogging track... sigh... Also she is quite willing to try new things. 6. She loves God whole-heartedly. 7. She's really nice to talk to. 8. She has a good heart and is really nice la! I think she talks to everyone without favouritism. 9. She isn't clingy and is independent. The downside is she isn't exactly great at keeping in touch but I appreciate the strength of her character and the fact that I can rely on her. 10. She makes me laugh out loud, even on MSN.
That's my Tsuey. There are more than 10 reasons but I think 10 is a nice number, no? Also because I'm lazy haha!
Btw folks I am back in Ipoh so roll out the red carpet! :D
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December 3rd, 2008
1917 POSTED AT 10:02 PM "Eh Xiao Jie (this is what my SV calls me), there're 2 rules in this office. |
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December 3rd, 2008
~ TOTallyTOT. Everything I Need. POSTED AT 09:56 PM Look at what I got!!
I liikkkeeeee!! Saje jek nak tunjuk.. =P P/S : Long, perasan tak, my boxer shorts semuenyer kaler kuning. With the exception of the one red one. Kene cari Patrick punye plaks..Haha
Listening to: The First Time ~ Daniel Cage |
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December 3rd, 2008
[380] You're being helpful by not nosing into people's business, thank you. POSTED AT 12:22 AM in Daily Dose I always believed that nine out of ten times, someone being helpful can sometimes be misinterpreted as being nosy, especially when the severity on an event escalates to a higher degree from what it appears to be before the helpful intervention. Why can't just some people drill this fact through their thick skull and live by that? I am very sure that I am not the only one who knows about this. The situation's like this. C and Y used to be an icon in our first semester. All of us, me, Y, P, S and (more people), we are all good friends, and since there's a hook up between C and Y, so definitely C became our good friend as well. The main players in this situation is just me, C, Y, P and S. So let's start to drift from here. Due to some unresolved issues, C and Y broke up. Since when problems don't occur after break-ups right? And C happens to be the loyal one, so he has always been sticking around to Y, hoping for a reconciliation. Now, the break-up wasn't anybody's fault. Both of them happens to be victims of circumstances, hence the break-up. Nobody can blame the guy for holding onto the relationship. Me, P and S has always been observing the ongoings between them, and just hoped that things don't get ugly. Not to mention the calls that I have received from C when he broke down, and all pent up with frustration. One thing I get irritated with Y is when she acts as if all things are good and still get along like good ol' friends with C. We all know very well that this will mislead C into thinking that there's hope to spark up some old flame. I would not call it being flirtatious and all, because I damn well know that she is not capable of any forms of flirting. I just wanted her to see that invisible line between herself and C and hoping that she doesn't cross it for whatever reason in the world. As bystanders, we have no control over the two person who are directly involved in the relationship. Heck, they reconciled in the second semester. The funny thing is that neither one of them mentioned about being back together again, not to us, not to each other either. It's the actions that the two of them displayed in front of us that has led us to deduce that something has been going on between the two of them. But it didn't last long. Since there were no questioning towards each other if they are indeed back on being a couple, things get carried away, and they were happy in their own intended ignorance. Picture begins to get ugly when C finally pluck up the courage to ask Y, "What am I to you?". Y being oblivious to the gravity of the question just gave the reply, "My very good friend". The second break-up left the guy all battered. C was being more and more of a good friend to us and we just don't like the things going on between the two of them. But for me, I wouldn't want to stick my nose into anything or offer any unwanted advices, so I really played my part as the good-friend-with-listening-ears-cum-bystander very well. The two of them being in talking terms or otherwise is really important to me, it is not that it will put the world to its end, but the thing is, I travel to and fro Ipoh to UTHM with them. Unfortunately, I will eventually become the mediator between the two of them. Even though I hate being the ever-luminous light bulb between a pair of lovebirds, I double-triple-quadruple hate it when I am stuck between two each-other-haters. People just love to torment me with their ever-changing waves of emotions. So my policy is, whatever happens between C and Y, please, please, please, don't make me the ham and sandwich me into your problems. This semester, C and Y remained as friends, nothing much going on, besides the occasional events that makes me notice that C is trying to find his way back towards Y. It irks me, because I don't want him to go through the whole battered-down process again, but you wouldn't want me to approach him, smack him in the head, and go all mother-tone and say "Eh, can you stop being a sor zai?!" Who am I to say that, right? What perked up the whole droning process is when I realised that Y has (once again) got down from the singleton horse. I started a hushed discussion with the rest of the gang and we concluded that Y is indeed attached, if not, being pursued. I inadvertently also started hinting to Y that I know something that she might not know that I had realised. And eventually, she did come clean with me, and she is attached to a new guy, just a couple of weeks ago, and they have gone through quite a period time in courtship. Then I started jogging the fact that, who is going to break the news of C? I concluded that no one has the right to expose this news to C because we all knew very well that C is still holding on and if anyone of us (but Y) were to tell C, obviously C will end up very much unhappy and subsequently, not wanting to speak to Y anymore. That I can foresee very well because the ignorance that Y has over C's emotion is quite surprising. Y seriously thought that C has gotten over her, and it is okay being all good ol' friends with him again - which, yea, got C to misunderstand things, and thinking there's still hope between the two of them. Obviously, Y has to be the one who should break the news to C, at least Y still has the chance to ask if there were to be any essence of friendship left between the two of them. If C were to say Yes, then there wouldn't be any awkward moments between the two of them in the future. By awkward moments, I meant events when they accidentally bumped into each other and still can say "Hi", or even when hanging out as a group, the two of them will find it okay being in each other's companionship. I just don't want C to find unnecessary reasons to avoid meeting Y or talking to Y directly or otherwise. Things have been going well, and of course, all of us hoped that Y will tell C about her current change in status eventually. But something just has to go wrong when everything's going right, no? S told C everything during an IM conversation a couple of days ago, consequently, having the truth beat up C. BodohBodohBodohBodohBodohBodoh I seriously don't understand why some people just don't get the gravity of the whole situation. If you can't foresee things, don't fcking screw things up today. You will just cause a great mess for others to clear up. Now C doesn't want to go back to UTHM in the same bus as Y. At first, Y had other means to go back to BP. So, this time around, only C and me will be commuting in the same bus. Y suddenly tells me that she wants to go back with us. After consulting C (he's buying the tickets), C said that he'd rather take another bus back, and giving up his bus seat to Y. Then I have to be the person who should tell Y that if she really wants to go back with me&co, she has to confirm with me sooner, and she doesn't have to buy the bus ticket. But when she questions "Why not?", I have no other options but to say "I don't know. I'm not the one who is buying the tickets. But C just said that there's a seat available if you want to take this bus". C is really counting on me to not allow any opportunity of him meeting her. Y doesn't understand why the standby bus ticket is there. S is being annoyingly apologetic. And me? I couldn't spell frustration in any better way than this.
Listening to: Love is Noise - The Verve Feeling: annoyed |
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December 3rd, 2008
December 2nd, 2008
1916 POSTED AT 10:25 PM Day and Night I face the computer screen. |
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December 2nd, 2008
~ TOTallyTOT. Closing. POSTED AT 08:46 PM
Happy birthday! Many happy returns and may God bless you always! =) |
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