Just FYI, I'm turning my cellphone off for a couple of days.

No, it won't buy me 100% peace, but at least that's one thing out of the way. I am currently feeling like Dorothy must have felt inside that twister-thing. Cows flailing, houses crashing to pieces, tractors speeding towards me, while spinning 300 miles per minute. Or whatever, I'm just making that speed up.

My sisters were telling me to better shape up or ship out. I said, I'm shipping out, aren't I? What's your problem, geez. I told them I knew exactly where I was heading this time around, it's just that I'm in a messy transition. Shifting from 1st gear to 4th gear isn't done in an instant, I tell you.

But turning my cellphone off, it's just brilliant. Why didn't it occur to me sooner?

So I'm still here, taking my sweet time to ease the pain, seriously thinking about how I can get a cup of Bo's coffee right at the next block when I don't have the money. When you don't know the answer, Bo's is the next best thing. (Bo's should pay me for advertising, but I get like probably 2 hits a day, so who cares?)

Speaking of ads, I thought maybe I could just flood my site with ads. And make some money, just so I could live another week trouble-free. Someone told me (no, I won't mention his name because that would be giving him so much credit) that life will never be easy, so why should I think so? Tch. I hate pessimistics. Just to quote from a great mangaka:

"Whatever path you choose, remember that sadness and sorrow don't have to exist".

And she's right. Why do people think bad times is a norm in life? It's not normal, see? If it was normal, why the heck do we feel so bad? It's not normal to encounter trouble and feel bad about it. It's not right, and it's not fair. (I'm turning into a kid super-hero, spouting words of wisdom to grade school kids.) That's why we should fight for our happiness! (Don't say I didn't warn you.)

So I'm fighting for my right, dammit!