It was y pamangkins bday last week 4th bday. my cuzin lives in kallang. so my cuzin and i wake up early and attended a service in every nation. 9am kasi ang mass dun. the one we regularly attend is in ymca 1pm mass to 3 then uwi na kami tining. so we atteded the mass in amara, i cannnot remove from m mind the lady sinaporean pastor who preached there. she has nice styled hair. cute face maybe in her 40s. im amazed that a lady can talk and act like that shes even chinese and fluent in english. she said she prays for people. mostly non christian people and they become well she prays everyday. and this lady huh, shes not a bum, shes rich she gt her own company i think shes a contractor, its like she got everything already but still she believes in god. i am so amazed by this woman. i cant remove in my mind the time she talked at the stage. got tattooed on my mind.

im writing now i should be doing some layouts now but ill do it later hehehe im tired i went to mom and got my emploment pass card. weird thing happen also to me today. the weirdest day of my life here in singapore. i was going to my cuzins house and then a tourist she looks like myammarese or thainland i dunno she asked for directions. the bus there that i was going to ride arrives avery 20 minutes plus. so i helped 1st the lady tourist. shes a backpacker wearing tshirts n capri jeans. she asked me where this colen st i think i said i dunno eh i saw she has a map i said chek your map and point it out to me where the place is on the map. so she show me the map so i said oh that place is near take the mrt and go down at city hall just 1 station away from here. so she said thank you and quickly run to mrt. then when i looked at the bus screen the bus just passed by cuz i was bc talking to this tourist. so i waited again for 20 minutes bummer. but its ok at least i helped the tourist girl.

then the 2nd weird thing is, when i got from my cuzins house i took a taxi to go back to mom, then this taxi driver is very talkative he said u a filipiba right huh hes also a christian. he said do i gp here to study i said no i work here. oh you look young he said like 20 hahaha. thank god i look young good genes i have hehe. then he said to me read the bible. weird huh. so the 3rd weird thing happen, i finish at mom, i look hazardous already i think. i was wearing a miniskirt ad a sexy top ehhe a black one and im so tired from runnign around. then i went to the overpass since ill take the mrt back home, a guy behind me is like looking at me i know hes a filipino. but i just dont make friends w strangers. i think hes behind me up the stairs maybe hes peeping at my skirt ahhaha. but i didnt give a damn anymore im dead tired. then when i was in mrt i saw him again then he approaced me he said r u filipina? i said ha oo. then he said ah muka kasi hinde eh hehe. so there he actually lives a bit near our house hes a cebuano staying 2 weeks now in singapore hes work is it .. hes from japan he said its no good there cuz very expensive cost of living. i invited him to church tomorow i dont know if hell attend. i hope he does hell meet new friends in the chrch.

i log in here bdw cuz i found a new job now. despite the recession and retrechments. lots of design co. here the big ones retrenches. they lay off like 50 + people including architects filipino n stuff. i thank god i have a new work now, the co that hired me they called me like 5 days of october 30tth they say im hired. actually i didnt know before if i will have a new job, since till mid sept i have no job already. my money ran out alrready. i said ill go home at 1st week of november and accept defeat and go home luhaan hehe but just on time, before nov hit, i found a job. i started working 1st monday of november. cuz i really prayed to god that e give me a job where theres nice bosses and colleages not very hard work. he did answer. this job is 8-5.45 no ots free shuttle service, only 5 working days. its rare to find a co like that mostly theres the alternate saturdays here. I also pray before i go to work before i go to sleep. i pray for 5 thins: 1 is i can last at this work. that ill have good design concepts. that i wont commit any mistakes. 2. my family. my cuzins here that helps me a lot. 3. for friends relatives, every people on earth hehe 4. i for got is four is ehhe but the 5th is if ever ill get married someday i just wish its the rigth person for me that one that will last till old age. that he wont be a womanizer. hehe. thats what i pray 5 things everyday i thank god also for the things he bless me.

im starting to belive in god again, cuz last week i just have a change of mindset. its like im not blind anymore i cannot explain eh but i just know. before i cannot have any design concepts of my own. now i can. maybe cuz i quit thinking of my womanizer ex. thats hesthe most horrible man on earth ehhe. i quit thinking toxic toughts. i can see thru things now. im a bit happy n thankful. but ill try to go home on january even 3 days i miss our home. i try to go home. reminisce my used to be life there. hehe.